Nov 20, 2007

A cup of coffee as soon as I wake up,
fleece pajamas that keep me warm.

A song I haven't heard for a long time comes up on the shuffle while I walk along a path I don't know. I'm nervous but relaxed at the same time, at the thought of getting lost, the view from here is so spectacular that it wouldn't matter.

The bittersweet sensation of being in this state of mind so silent and reflective.

My vision is constantly fogged by images of memories. Every place, every action, every song: a memory. At the same time, though, I let myself be overwhelmed by everything around me. India sets my heart at peace.

Insecurity, the constant doubt that assails me. Indecision about a future still to create, the desire to create it around someone.

I'm stupid for feeling like this. I'm human for feeling like this.

I have the impression that my life has changed and it will never be what it was before, I will never be what I was before. I can't keep my feet on the ground.

I've gotten this far, but I still feel the need to open my wings and fly.

I still feel the need to taste life (see the photo above!).

hahaha...

shopping @ Mussoorie Bazaar?

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